Sunday, January 23, 2005

Defeated

[ Current Mood | Defeated ]

So what do you do when you get out of a relationship? One that you were not happy in. One that made you feel held back? One that made you feel defeated. One that made you feel the need to blog sensless two weeks later. one that made you feel defeated. Yes again, defeated. Do you think do see do you even believe in me? No. I am defeated.

Did you ever feel love like you don't have a soul
Like there's nothing there just a big empty hole
And your only purpose in life has been defeated?
Well doesn't it feel as if you've been cheated

Well I guess you want you can hide in the dark
you can lie to yourself till you just fall apart
and you can run from your feelings until you forget
but that hasn't happened yet

I'm shaking like i haven't eaten for days
I'm not growing up, I'm not in a phase
And I'm not gonna athink about how wrong this seems
Well could this only be ... a dream?

The more I know it the more that i think
if I block it out the more my mood will just sink
why is it so bad and what can I do
I feel so destroyed I don't have a clue

Even though it's been a while
I still wave and you still smile
but you don't know what i go though
cuz you always get to be with you

Did you ever feel love like you don't have a soul,
Like there's nothing there just a big empty hole?
And your only purpose in life has been defeated?
Well doesn't it feel as if you've been cheated?

Well I guess you want you can hide in the dark,
you can lie to yourself till you just fall apart,
and you can run from your feelings until you forget.
But that hasn't happened yet.


Thank you Kristy Lee!

1 comment:

stretchism said...

What do you get?

Anger, sorrow, bitterness. But then, slowly, you perk up again and realise the sorry son of a bitch/bitch wasn't worth your time.

And then you run out and do it again.

Were lessons learned?

Only time can tell...

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